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shichishi-chii says: "S-Subaru please k-kill me"

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

"…………………Why? Why should I?"

"E-even so…T-there’s no way i’ll ever be t-the be t-the same again…Y-you might not like who i become…Y-you r-really should save y-yourself t-the t-trouble….A-and kill me" she sniffled.

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"But I don’t want you dead… And we both know that you really don’t want to die, either… So shut up and stay with me…"

Even though she wouldn’t admit it Subaru was right, she didn’t want to die “I-it h-hurts…I-it j-just hurts s-so m-much…” even though she tried to forget it she couldn’t, and it sent a painful stab to her heat and she could barely breath clutching her chest she sank to the floor “i-i j-just w-want it…T-to s-stop…I-i want t-the pain t-to stop…”

"…So stop dwelling on it. Ignore it…"

shichishi-chii says: "S-Subaru please k-kill me"

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

"…………………Why? Why should I?"

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"…Then stay away from them. Stay with me. I’ll make them all leave you alone…"

"And w-what about i-if y-your n-not h-here?…."

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"…I’ll take you with me. Wherever I go…"

"E-even so…T-there’s no way i’ll ever be t-the be t-the same again…Y-you might not like who i become…Y-you r-really should save y-yourself t-the t-trouble….A-and kill me" she sniffled.

"But I don’t want you dead… And we both know that you really don’t want to die, either… So shut up and stay with me…"

ceri-ethereal says: Ceri trembled on the steps of the estate, unsure as to why she'd been sent here. The town whispered of demons living here, and if that was the case, she shouldn't have been asked to come alone. Research didn't turn up much else. Just what was this place? With a nervous exhale, the redhead knocked on the door of the mansion. While waiting for a response, she smoothed down her hair and skirt. If any of those rumors were true, she'd likely been sent here as a practical joke.

ceri-ethereal:

the-kind-sadist:

Subaru had been passing through the foyer of the manor when the knock on the door rang out. It was pretty late into the evening, with the sun having set several hours ago, so the sudden visitor came as a surprise. He shot the door a sideways glance, pausing in his stride as he contemplated whether or not he should go and greet them. Honestly, the visitor wasn’t his problem. None of the people who came to the house were ever there to visit him in particular, so this one would no doubt be the same as the rest… But, leaving whoever it was out on the front step in the cold would no doubt earn him a gigantic lecture from Reiji, so it really would be in his best interest to at least open the door.

Approaching the door quickly, Subaru gave the handle a bored tug and casting his gaze upon the woman standing on the front porch. He stared at her for a moment, his entire face blank, before speaking.

"…You know that trespassing is illegal, right?"

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the-kind-sadist says: "I told you once. Don’t make me tell you again or else." //HAHAHAHAHA

karismatickitty:

the-kind-sadist:

karismatickitty:

karismatickitty:

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"T-Take it easy… You know I couldn’t resist… Curiousity and all…"

"I know! But I was still really scared…—Don’t do that ever again!" 

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It was the sheer care in his eyes that finally made her stop crying. Even though his face was still as blank as ever, his eyes said something otherwise. She ended up leaning against his frame for comfort. Her hot, red, and messy face all on his shirt. She was wondering how he put up with her.

"Y-Yeah… Would you stay with me though…?"

Subaru didn’t even shift as Kana leaned into him, letting her use his body for support as she tried to calm down. Seeing her like this, so afraid and upset, it made the boy hate himself for what he was about to do. He hadn’t even wanted to in the first place, but this would be the only way to get her to rest…

…And the only way to guarantee her safety from his brothers.

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"Of course I’m going to stay with you… there’s no way I’ll ever be made to leave your side tonight. I’m going to keep you safe, Kana… So… Please…"

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"…Forgive me…"

His words reassured her even further. Her eyes lids were growing heavily from all the sobbing she did. Crying always did tire her out. Just as she was falling sleep in his arms, she felt his nose slide across her neck and his lips! Her face instantly turned a bright tomato red, and she was stuttering. 

S-Subaru, what are you—Ah!

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He had bit her. It wasn’t the playful hickey either. His fangs penetrated her sink. She could feel the blood leaving her system. Her warm blood and flowed throughout her body, and was essential what made her, her. The worse part though was it excited her.

Subaru was drinking slowly, doing everything he could to resist from sucking any harder. Kana’s blood was so… Savory. She was sweeter than anything he had ever consumed before. With his mind fogging over from the taste, it took the boy a moment to notice that his victim wasn’t beginning to relax from the loss of blood, but rather becoming more agitated. Her blood was flowing quicker, and her fingers were digging deep into his back. It didn’t make any sense…! Subaru withdrew his teeth quickly, and stared down into Kana’s eyes with a look of panicked confusion in his eyes.

"Why…? Why have you not fainted yet…?!"

ceri-ethereal says: Ceri trembled on the steps of the estate, unsure as to why she'd been sent here. The town whispered of demons living here, and if that was the case, she shouldn't have been asked to come alone. Research didn't turn up much else. Just what was this place? With a nervous exhale, the redhead knocked on the door of the mansion. While waiting for a response, she smoothed down her hair and skirt. If any of those rumors were true, she'd likely been sent here as a practical joke.

Subaru had been passing through the foyer of the manor when the knock on the door rang out. It was pretty late into the evening, with the sun having set several hours ago, so the sudden visitor came as a surprise. He shot the door a sideways glance, pausing in his stride as he contemplated whether or not he should go and greet them. Honestly, the visitor wasn’t his problem. None of the people who came to the house were ever there to visit him in particular, so this one would no doubt be the same as the rest… But, leaving whoever it was out on the front step in the cold would no doubt earn him a gigantic lecture from Reiji, so it really would be in his best interest to at least open the door.

Approaching the door quickly, Subaru gave the handle a bored tug and casting his gaze upon the woman standing on the front porch. He stared at her for a moment, his entire face blank, before speaking.

"…You know that trespassing is illegal, right?"

the-kind-sadist says: "I told you once. Don’t make me tell you again or else." //HAHAHAHAHA

karismatickitty:

the-kind-sadist:

karismatickitty:

karismatickitty:

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"T-Take it easy… You know I couldn’t resist… Curiousity and all…"

Now that she’s in his arms she soon stops thrashing about, and instead tries to silently sob in his arms. 

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"H-How can I not cry! You just threw me down into a coffin!"

Her cries are reduced to sniffles after a good couple of minutes. What kind of person sleeps in a coffin, or in the ground for that matter!? She was confused and her head began throbbing. She would try not to think about it.

Subaru sighed and pulled away slightly, looking down into Kana’s eyes with a strange, yet still unreadable look on his face. His features were still set into the same bred expression, but his eyes… His eyes displayed what could only be a feeling of true worry and concern.

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"…I only put you in there because one of my brothers was coming past the door. They wouldn’t be able to smell you if I closed the lid, so I had to act fast. I didn’t mean to scare you…… Do you need help falling asleep?"

"I know! But I was still really scared…—Don’t do that ever again!" 

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It was the sheer care in his eyes that finally made her stop crying. Even though his face was still as blank as ever, his eyes said something otherwise. She ended up leaning against his frame for comfort. Her hot, red, and messy face all on his shirt. She was wondering how he put up with her.

"Y-Yeah… Would you stay with me though…?"

Subaru didn’t even shift as Kana leaned into him, letting her use his body for support as she tried to calm down. Seeing her like this, so afraid and upset, it made the boy hate himself for what he was about to do. He hadn’t even wanted to in the first place, but this would be the only way to get her to rest…

…And the only way to guarantee her safety from his brothers.

"Of course I’m going to stay with you… there’s no way I’ll ever be made to leave your side tonight. I’m going to keep you safe, Kana… So… Please…"

"…Forgive me…"

shichishi-chii says: "S-Subaru please k-kill me"

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

"…………………Why? Why should I?"

She looked down at the floor “I…I-i can’t say it out loud…I-i can’t really say i-it a-at all…W-Without being r-reminded…B-but i j-just c-dan’t live like t-this anymore…I-i just w-wanna die…”

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"…You have to tell me. I refuse to kill you without just cause…"

Even so there was no way she could bring herself to say it out loud, just thinking about it made her stomach churn “G-give me a m-minute…” she walked away to go look for a piece of paper and something to write with. Once she returned she began writing with shaky hands ‘R-A-I-T-O’ the next part was much more difficult and tears started to well in her eye’s ‘R-A-P….” the rest trailed off into a scribble.

Subaru watched as the girl began to write, taking in each letter as it was printed out with agonizing slowness. When the pen trailed off, it only took him a moment to realize what she was trying to say.

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"…I’m not going to kill you over that… But I sure as hell am going to kill him…"

"I-it’s not just him S-subaru…" she said dropping the pen and paper, reaching up to wipe away her tears "it’s everyone here…N-No one here cares about me a-and they treat me b-badly despite m-my attempts t-to get along with them…A-and none of them e-even cared about what he did t-to m-me…I-i can’t stand living if t-this is all i’m g-gonna go t-through e-every time i-i wake up…"

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"…Then stay away from them. Stay with me. I’ll make them all leave you alone…"

"And w-what about i-if y-your n-not h-here?…."

"…I’ll take you with me. Wherever I go…"

Posted: 1 day ago
shichishi-chii says: "S-Subaru please k-kill me"

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

"…………………Why? Why should I?"

She looked down at the floor “I…I-i can’t say it out loud…I-i can’t really say i-it a-at all…W-Without being r-reminded…B-but i j-just c-dan’t live like t-this anymore…I-i just w-wanna die…”

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"…You have to tell me. I refuse to kill you without just cause…"

Even so there was no way she could bring herself to say it out loud, just thinking about it made her stomach churn “G-give me a m-minute…” she walked away to go look for a piece of paper and something to write with. Once she returned she began writing with shaky hands ‘R-A-I-T-O’ the next part was much more difficult and tears started to well in her eye’s ‘R-A-P….” the rest trailed off into a scribble.

Subaru watched as the girl began to write, taking in each letter as it was printed out with agonizing slowness. When the pen trailed off, it only took him a moment to realize what she was trying to say.

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"…I’m not going to kill you over that… But I sure as hell am going to kill him…"

"I-it’s not just him S-subaru…" she said dropping the pen and paper, reaching up to wipe away her tears "it’s everyone here…N-No one here cares about me a-and they treat me b-badly despite m-my attempts t-to get along with them…A-and none of them e-even cared about what he did t-to m-me…I-i can’t stand living if t-this is all i’m g-gonna go t-through e-every time i-i wake up…"

"…Then stay away from them. Stay with me. I’ll make them all leave you alone…"

Posted: 1 day ago
the-kind-sadist says: "I told you once. Don’t make me tell you again or else." //HAHAHAHAHA

karismatickitty:

the-kind-sadist:

karismatickitty:

karismatickitty:

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"T-Take it easy… You know I couldn’t resist… Curiousity and all…"

"Ack! S-Subaru!" 

She shouted right before she was shoved into an old Victorian style coffin. The fall wasn’t too hard since the insides of the coffin were comfortable. But it was frightening, since now the light had been shut out of the box. She banged on the big, begging for him to open it.

Silence and darkness overwhelmed her. She began breathing hard, sweating even in the cool coffin. She was close to hyperventilating, but he said that she would be safe. Was he really trying to protect her? How could she know? This place was scary and cold. She just wanted to be in the light again.

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Subaru was seated on top of the box, his weight holding it shut against Kana’s thumps and bangs against the lid. Was she really this dense?! If somebody heard all this thumping, they’d be found out for sure! He needed to silence her, and fast…

With one fluid motion, the boy had the coffin open again, his arms immediately darting in and clasping tightly around the woman inside. He pulled her up close to his chest, making sure to pin her arms to her sides so that she couldn’t hit anything else.

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"…I thought I told you not to cry? You look so much better without the tears…"

Now that she’s in his arms she soon stops thrashing about, and instead tries to silently sob in his arms. 

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"H-How can I not cry! You just threw me down into a coffin!"

Her cries are reduced to sniffles after a good couple of minutes. What kind of person sleeps in a coffin, or in the ground for that matter!? She was confused and her head began throbbing. She would try not to think about it.

Subaru sighed and pulled away slightly, looking down into Kana’s eyes with a strange, yet still unreadable look on his face. His features were still set into the same bred expression, but his eyes… His eyes displayed what could only be a feeling of true worry and concern.

"…I only put you in there because one of my brothers was coming past the door. They wouldn’t be able to smell you if I closed the lid, so I had to act fast. I didn’t mean to scare you…… Do you need help falling asleep?"

Posted: 1 day ago
shichishi-chii says: "S-Subaru please k-kill me"

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

shichishi-chii:

the-kind-sadist:

"…………………Why? Why should I?"

She looked down at the floor “I…I-i can’t say it out loud…I-i can’t really say i-it a-at all…W-Without being r-reminded…B-but i j-just c-dan’t live like t-this anymore…I-i just w-wanna die…”

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"…You have to tell me. I refuse to kill you without just cause…"

Even so there was no way she could bring herself to say it out loud, just thinking about it made her stomach churn “G-give me a m-minute…” she walked away to go look for a piece of paper and something to write with. Once she returned she began writing with shaky hands ‘R-A-I-T-O’ the next part was much more difficult and tears started to well in her eye’s ‘R-A-P….” the rest trailed off into a scribble.

Subaru watched as the girl began to write, taking in each letter as it was printed out with agonizing slowness. When the pen trailed off, it only took him a moment to realize what she was trying to say.

"…I’m not going to kill you over that… But I sure as hell am going to kill him…"